Wasn't a good day for me today, soak in rain with How Mun when on the way to school. Now not feeling well but will go school tomorrow.

Friendship :
Qing Yong told me that he long time never play badminton with me, the last match we had played was during sec 2..

When I heard of this, something strange that is, something is poking my heart, what is that? Bitter feeling and I almost tears because of that, I guess I would know the reason.

I guess it was just long time never play with him any sports or games ever since sec2.

Sigh.

Why would I really think so deep... x.x This wasn't what I expected. Terrible friend I am to them.

I could remember the conversation... "Gim Hsiang, 我们去打dota好吗?"
I replied, "好啊!"
Suddenly he turned to the badminton court and asked,"如果有羽毛球网就好了,Gim Hsiang 好久没有跟你打了."

... I was feeling awful at that moment. \:

"Pool 也是好久没有打了." He said.

Although it's true but I promise myself not to play pool anymore just for....

I only could reject about playing pool with him again. But not badminton or computer games...

为什么?十五岁有可能将会是我在人生中最不快乐的一年....

我好累... 不属于你的就永远不会到你的身边,属于你的自然会回到你的身边.

做人真辛苦....

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